Not some chocolate water, but real chocolate that I can chew! Auntie Flow should be arriving tomorrow or the next day according to my period tracker app and my what GOD I hope is water retention. I went from 148 to 150 in the last few days.
I'm craving chocolate peanut butter like a mad woman. I found some low carb PB cups on a website. "Like!" I had one last night...so good.
Since I'm no longer fasting I don't think I need to log the days anymore.
I started today with 1 slice of cinnamon raisin 1 carb bread from julian bakery. Very nice toasted. I had 6oz of carrot cake yogurt by carb masters (4 carbs). I'm full. I haven't had a shake yet...normally I would be 2 in by now. This could be a very nice thing! I keep telling myself that even if I weigh more this week...I'm below 700 calories everyday...I exercise and I'm not hungry so at some point my body will give up and work with me and either start losing again or maintain, but gaining weight when eating less than 1000 per day is not normal and I can't imagine it being continuous.
You warned me and I listened but I fell in it too...shopping has also become my hobby. When I get the urge yes I grab my book and go read in a quiet place or I do sit ups or I walk or I just sit and rock like a crazy person. I do the same when I'm craving food. I have not resorted to screaming into my pillow but that day will come I am sure! Quilting is to much of a relaxing thing to do when I'm in my crazy must have moment and I would for sure fuck up whatever it was I was sewing or stitching.
So that is where I am today. :o) Welcome to my madness.
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